I Had Surgery Yesterday.

I had been determined to do it since summer vacation, and eventually I got it done yesterday. The swelling is still very tight and puffy [-_-;], but I am satisfied in my own way; The surgery time was so early that I woke up at 6 a.m., washed up, and went to the hospital; I think I was probably the first patient of the day. The doctor and a few nurses came later than me -ㅗ-; I steadied my pounding heart, went into the operating room, and lay down... Until yesterday evening, I had even been practicing relaxing when they give the anesthetic injection, you know? [like pinching my eyes and relaxing..] The practice paid off - When I completely relaxed my body and got the injection, it did not hurt at all. I did not even know the needle went in. After the anesthesia was finished and the surgery began, for me, the surgery itself was more distressing than the anesthesia. It was not that it hurt a lot or anything -- How should I put it.. should I call it mental distress? The sizzling sound and the smell of burning flesh; and that heavy aching feeling when they removed fat; they kept pulling on my eyelids, and my eyes felt like they were going to open, so I used all my strength trying to keep them closed. Anyway.;; Rather than painful; it was hard mentally; I never want to do it again; But to become prettier, there is no choice, right? You have to endure it, I guess; Anyway, it does not hurt at all, so those who are worried about the pain probably do not need to worry; It is just very tiring and difficult; I realized that surgery really is surgery after all; Then I will stop writing here-