I had the stitches removed today and tape put on,

I just got back from the hospital, so I’m posting right away, Today is day 5, so I went to the hospital for stitch removal and to take off the tape, For 5 days, I had only seen myself with tape on, so I went with high hopes inside, thinking it would be okay once it came off, but it hurt a bit when they removed the stitches, A few tears came out, After the stitches were removed, I deliberately didn’t look in the mirror. I thought I’d be disappointed if I looked, so even though there was a mirror in front of me, I intentionally didn’t look and just came out. I listened to the precautions from the director, took photos, and was about to head straight home, but I was so curious, so with the thought that I should just take a quick look before leaving, I stopped by the bathroom, And as expected, I was disappointed, My nose hadn’t changed at all, it was my old nose. Can something like this happen? The director says it turned out well, but what exactly turned out well, I can only sigh, I’m really stressed, The nasal bridge is too low, and the nostril wings are round and bulky, I felt devastated, I’ve never regretted something like this in my life, Really, will time be the answer? How much longer do I have to wait,, After a little time passes, will my nose look at least a little different? I’m tearing up. I’m on vacation now, so thankfully I’m at home, but when I think about going to work starting next week, I feel upset. I already know how people will react without even seeing it, I feel like they’ll ask why I didn’t get surgery. Those who had bulbous nose surgery, please help me