Nose revision revision... a hard journey..

I had a revision revision rhinoplasty. Other people say even having one revision is already so hard. But I had no choice.. I had to do a second revision.. that was the situation..!! At first.. after my nose surgery... maybe because I couldn’t take proper care of it, or maybe because the implant was placed wrong.. my nose was very slightly crooked. People around me said.... it didn’t show that much. But honestly, as the person involved.. every day when I looked in the mirror.. it was really so stressful.. The crooked part looked huge too. So.. I had revision surgery at the same hospital. At first even there they said it was fine at this level.. But at that time I was in a state where I couldn’t even hear what other people were saying.. And I also didn’t really trust the hospital saying that. But.. after the surgery, what do you know.. it seemed like the silicone was showing. No, it was definitely showing. It felt like something was definitely sitting on top of the bridge of my nose. Still, I couldn’t just do revision surgery again right away. After spending a whole year... stressed about my nose, I started wondering if I really had to have nose surgery again.. It was driving me crazy.. Another 6 months passed like that.. and I felt like I absolutely couldn’t go on like this... So this time I desperately looked around for a hospital said to be good at nose surgery.. really.. money aside, I felt like ripping the whole nose out.. I don’t know if you can understand. So, with help from an older sister I know, I finally had revision surgery again.. I stressed that even if it wasn’t pretty, it had to look natural..! It’s been about 2 months now, and the implant seems to have settled well... and there are no other abnormal signs yet!! Sigh... really.. cosmetic surgery.. I feel like you absolutely shouldn’t get too greedy..! Please be very careful