4-month review after rhinoplasty silicone + ear cartilage removal

Hello, it's been a while since I've been in this community, really^^; I think during the first half of the year I came in as often as I ate meals.. Recently I haven't come in at all, and even if I logged in, I would just leave right away. Anyway! It's now been well over 4 months since I removed the silicone + ear cartilage. The hardness is still hard, (I'm a bit insensitive to the feeling of hardness.. so I'm not really sure;;;;;;;;;) In the beginning, from 2 weeks after removal, I took Rizaben. They said this medicine is an antihami???? or some kind of medicine, and it has severe side effects. Even getting a prescription and finding it locally, none of the pharmacies had this medicine. I got it at the third pharmacy. (I got a one-month prescription, but they said they didn't have enough Rizaben, so they first gave me only two weeks' worth and told me to come back later. That's how few pharmacies had Rizaben.) The side effects of this medicine are dark circles, hair loss, etc., and it stimulates appetite, causing weight gain. I saw this in a post about antihami??? types. From 2 weeks after removal, I took it only morning and evening. Even though I took it for just one month, my dark circles-_-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; still haven't improved. People ask if I'm sick At first I didn't care, but now I'm more bothered by the dark circles than my nose..큐 I'm fine, but people keep asking if I'm sick-_- Anyway, I've seen people say Rizaben made things softer and that it worked for them, but whether it's because I only took it twice a day, or because it had no effect.. it wasn't that great for me. I just got unnecessary dark circles. Within the first month after removal, I did warm compresses and really took care of it, but the nose shape looked okay to me, so now I haven't been doing any separate care. My nose has come back about 75%. But it's not such an ugly nose, so it's okay! The worst thing would have been inflammation, because then I would have needed not just removal, but revision surgery, so I'm grateful it didn't get to that point. Through this experience, I also learned about a certain cafe called ㅇ티ㅅㅎ, and I think I saw and felt a lot of the dark side of plastic surgery. "If it's still bad after 4-5 months, will I have to get revision surgery?" I used to think things like that, but now it's okay, so I'm relieved Actually, while looking into dark-circle surgery, I gave up because although every surgery has side effects, the surgical process seemed a bit intense. I'm just going to eat broccoli-_-; To those thinking about removal or those who have had removal, stay strong!