Septal revision surgery

Ah... In the past, I really only used to read posts... This time, I decided to write because I hope it will help even a little. lol This Wednesday, after about a year and a half, I had revision surgery with a septal cartilage nasal tip and silicone. I’m a little disappointed that I couldn’t give the doctor some encouragement on the day of surgery and just fell asleep lol Anyway, when I opened my eyes, I was still lying on the operating table. I felt something being poked into my septal nasal bridge? area, and on both sides I could see the doctor and nurse... I was curious and kept my eyes open, and the doctor said to close my eyes again... Anyway, it had been a long time;; and after going through emotional distress from inflammation, I pushed ahead with the surgery, so even after it was over, this time rather than feeling excited, I think my mind was more confused..... Maybe because it was septal cartilage, even my upper lip definitely felt unnatural, and I couldn’t move it well. From the second day, my nose looked like it was about to burst and the color of the nasal dorsum that I could glimpse looked bluish-black?? and there were red bruises around my eyes, and my skin condition and so on... Anyway, strangely?? compared with the first surgery, the swelling has been much less, and I feel like it hurts more..// On the second day, something was really throbbing, there was a pumping sensation in my nose, it ached, it tingled, and I had a fever, felt cold, like body aches from a cold... I even sneezed up to 6 times Ah, I really looked awful. Ah, this post is too long... Today, for the first time in a while, I wore a mask and a hat, took a short walk in the park, and even went ahead and showered;; I’m so scared because I removed a blood scab from my nose by myself;; Before, I think I got inflammation because I was too obsessive about keeping it clean;; Well, I just have to hope it goes well I’m really scared. I can only hope inflammation doesn’t happen, but... Now, if I ever end up having it removed again, I don’t think I could ever have surgery again. Compared with all the emotional suffering, nose suffering and hardship, I think my self-esteem has become higher now. Unless your complex is so severe that you wake up crying from dreams, I really want to tell you not to get surgery^^ I’ll post again after the splint is removed.