Only thinking about removing my nose implant (for years now;;) please look at the photos...

It's been a while since I stopped by this community... I think the illness has flared up again...(mental illness ;;) I feel like nothing works out because of this nose. I was on my way to the hair salon to change my hairstyle, but I just hovered in front of the door, cried, and came back home... (because when I see myself in the mirror, all I can see is my nose..) (And before, when I went to a hair salon to get my hair done, some young kids were touching their own noses and talking about needing a higher nasal bridge or whatever...it was just them and me there.) Anyway,,, I've only been going around to clinics.. I was so frustrated, and I don't think I've shown everyone here my photos, so I finally brought them... Please tell me honestly... Whether I should remove it.. just live with it... or get revision surgery, etc.. But I really don't want revision surgery... And the surgery method was silicone + ear cartilage. My previous nose was a bulbous nose.... (I had no complaints about the bridge of my old nose...really it was not a low nose...not that it was a high nose either) I heard my silicone was 2 mm? 2.5 mm? But when I asked at another clinic, they said it's probably 3-4 mm. Reasons for removal: guilt about having had plastic surgery. an obvious-looking nasal bridge..(no complaints about the nasal tip) fear of side effects that may appear later. people's gazes ...being conscious of them... This got long... Oh, it's been almost 4 years since I had my nose done.... The first photo is my right side the second photo is my left side The silicone is shifted to the left, so the left side looks really obvious.. I have more photos, but I can't upload more, so I can't post them...