The surgical result is not even worth mentioning. I became ugly. I had gone in to remove the silicone implant, but they even recommended midface surgery.
My forehead had been pulled tight, and my eyes were being lifted by the midface muscles, and I can’t even close my eyes fully. But the clinic says my eyes were not closing properly from the start and that everything is because of dry eye. They never explained that things could change after surgery. Even when I explained the discomfort in my eyes and facial muscles, they just ignored me. The staff who used to work there all disappeared, and the wife, who they call the boss’s wife, is now the director. Even after nearly a year, when I said it still feels tight above and full below after surgery, and that my puffy eyes are being pulled too much so it is uncomfortable, and asked if they could do surgery to restore it, they said they would then make my nasolabial muscles sag again, and told me to be grateful to their doctor because he is the best in the world and just live with it. I want to kill myself.
When I went to another clinic to look for a solution, and asked them to tell me the surgery method, they only sent the surgical consent form and said, in a completely absurd way, wasn’t this something you wanted us to do? Everyone around me is shocked by how different and ugly my face has become.
The height of my forehead is uneven left and right, and the midface is beyond words. This clinic has brought despair into my life.
For a full month after surgery, at 3 months, at 6 months, and at 9 months, I have been going to a psychological counseling center to keep myself from attempting suicide. I am so depressed. The raised eye shape and this tightness from the lift do not get better. Everyone looks at my expression as if I’m vicious, and my former face is gone.