Every time I look at my eyes, I don’t want to live. What is wrong with my eyes? (double-line incision, …

Huhuhuhuhuhu This is for public interest + a simple dissatisfaction review + a venting post, so if you’re thinking of threatening me with defamation, don’t. It won’t work. I came overseas to travel, but I can’t even enjoy the trip and I’m just completely distressed. I’m so tired, but I still can’t sleep at this hour. I’m really, really depressed and having such a hard time every single day. I chose this hospital because there were so many reviews saying they handle aftercare well, take responsibility until the end, and are kind, along with so many satisfied reviews. So why did they do my eyes like this? Every time I look at them, I’m so upset. The scarring is severe, and the line itself is seriously, why... It’s not because of swelling or scars. From the stitch closure line itself, it was already a strange, bent line, and when the stitches were removed there were no scars, but you can see the line was already weird from then, right? And they said the scar would be barely visible, but ah, it’s seriously so bad I’m going crazy They say it’ll get better with time, but I don’t think the scar will go away 100%. Honestly, plastic surgery and procedures keep going wrong for me every day, so I just don’t want to live. If I go in for a consultation, will they talk about swelling and scars again? If they keep talking about swelling and scars, should I show them the comment reactions from this community? But maybe they’re already monitoring everything? They’re apparently known for monitoring a lot... Seriously, everyone reading this, please leave one comment about my eye line. If I go to the hospital and they keep refusing to acknowledge it, I want to show them multiple people’s reactions. And everyone! Seriously, don’t believe everything doctors say, and make sure to be skeptical of places that only have lots of good reviews. Be really careful with surgery. If something feels even slightly off, really think about it again! After my result turned out badly, I started hearing negative reviews and news too. Still, there are lots of people who had good results, so maybe I’m just unlucky, haha. I’m always unlucky, so I’m so depressed. And recordings are surprisingly important. I always record Also, from my experience, when a surgery turns out well, you can feel that it went well right away. There are lots of hospitals that keep repeating “it’s swelling,” but I think it’s because they don’t want to admit their mistake + since you can’t even have revision surgery for 6 months, they tell you to wait as long as possible! And everyone planning revision surgery, hang in there! Also, if anyone has information on hospitals specializing in revision surgery, let’s share As of now, I think revision surgery after 6 months is basically confirmed for me